It seemed that this blog was being abandoned. Every time I came here, there weren’t any changes except that maybe some tags from your guys. So before the month of August ended, I should update something. I supposed everyone was busy with their stuffs and everyone just got their own life to live. As for me, I find NS life boring but I still got to endure for another 21+ months. I am slowly losing touch with the world, my family, my friends and many other things. I just can’t imagine of myself staying in camp to sleep for 6 night and only able sleep at home for just 1 pathetic night but I had did that for the past 2 months.
Something to rejoice is that in less than 2 weeks time, I will be having the POP (Pass Out Parade) which is also means that I wouldn’t be staying in the island, Tekong. And after that I would be having about 10 days of leave. As I judged my own performances during my BMT (Basic Military Training) period, I doubt I had the ability to be a leader and plus that I said that I didn’t wish to be a leader so the chances of me being a commander is very low. So I am sort of ready to be posted to a combat unit which will be even tougher than what I am going through now.
I was like hoping NS would really change my life, my characters, my thinking or whatever things and hopefully it was changing for the good and not the bad. When you mixed around with more people, you would get to see the different types of people. The nice ones, the selfish ones, the bad ones, the cunning ones, the ambitious ones, the heck care ones, the attitude ones, the backstabbers ones and many more. It seemed that if I interacted more with those whatever types of people, I am becoming more and more like them. In another words, if I am mixing with those selfish people, as time slowly passed by, I would be getting more selfish too. Remember that, one get influenced easily with people or things around you.
Enough of saying about myself and now let’s say about something else. I supposed by now most people would have known that Louis and Sihui were together. This new that would definitely shock most of us. Something that should have happened long time ago but don’t know for whatever reasons, it only happened now. Anyway, it is good to be late than nothing. I gave my blessings to both of you. There was still a long way for you guys go. Best wishes and persevere till the end. Maybe they themselves should tell us more about it and how they finally got together. (We are waiting…)
Nothing much for me to say now and hope to hear from you guys.
P/S: Everything happened or ended for a reason. A reason that no one knows.
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